It has been a while since I have had a chance to write. Most of my time is spent in bed. My well meaning sister visited with Influzena A and I have been pretty weak and mostly house bound since then. It hurts to type for too long. My incision might be infected or something it is very painful. It looks like it is bulging a bit. And the hydro morphine does nothing really for the pain at all.
I see my GP tomorrow and it is better than waiting in the ER for hours for an evaluation to wait the time and get some other people sick with the influzena. I am going to have a hard time going back to work with my arm being this way, since 80% of my day is spent typing and talking and well I have no voice for the immediate future. I can get about 25 minutes in before I have to rest. Which is noob typing.
I have been getting a lot of quality time in with Iain which is really nice. I just thought that maybe this year my vacation pay would not be used for cancer and we could do normal couple things. Am I just unlucky in life to get two different types?
Iain's pain doctor put him on cannabis oil for pain so I am looking forward to his being under control a fair bit. I miss you all and I don't ever stop thinking about you guys... Janay, Thomas, Marcia, Irene, Kathee, Emsnana, Laren, Val, Michael, and everyone...so so so many of you. When I am not typing I am reading about you and thinking about you ass kickers. I am sorry that you have had to face this but you keep me strong with your words. <3
I can't imagine how hard it is to work with this condition. Are you able to apply for disability? I too wish my vacation time could be used for something fun, but it is saved for all my blood work, scans and doc appts throughout the year. I'm glad you get to spend some time with Lain. I know you probably feel defeated but you are STRONG! You have already beat cancer once and you are doing it again. Keep fighting for your health and happiness. It will come!